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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Plan plan and still plan

Been kinda tired planning stuff.

Few years back (say 5), i was very enthusiatic about this kinda of outings and planning it. The joy and satisfaction that accompanies it was great. However, as years goes by, the weariness sets in. Discouragements and failures often blinded the now insignificant success. People may wonder, why isn't Kelvin planning anything? Truth is, i feel my temper has took a turn a turn for the worse. More hot-tempered and impatient. As such, i tend to get irritated quite easily. Esp when it comes to "oh, can we do this instead??" or how a MOVIE X outing can turn into a MOVIE Y outing when i totally have no intention of watching MOVIE Y. Its not that i mind watching it, i will watch it and probably enjoy it at the end of the day if its good, but i did took the effort to plan a MOVIE X outing for a reason -- to watch MOVIE X. So this disheartens me to plan more outings.

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