Sunday, December 05, 2004
Wats Up Ten Years From Now
Picture this: A reasonably well paid job, a house, a cat, a state-of-the-art computer and tons of games. That's what i picture myself 10 years down the road. Hmmm, some might ask, girlfriend? Wife? I guess, these just ain't in the equation. Somehow, the slightest possible notion of these "luxuries" of life are starting to vanish. Too much hurt. Too much pain. Too much. So many things had happened causing me to start considering giving up on love. Forsake it. Save myself. Save my heart. Save my soul. Salvage what's left of the broken me. Some of you might know what's going. For those who do. Thank you. Thanks for all the support. But sometimes, life just ain't fair. No matter how much i devote myself to, disappointment always follows. Really tried. Gave it all my best. Guess its just me. Shitty me. Useless me. Worthless me.
Guess i'll just live on alone. For now. For the rest of my breathing days. What's there to be afraid of.
--- posted @ 9:11 PM ---
