Finished watching "The Holiday" a few days ago. Really felt something there. Somehow, i think i can relate to the characters in the show. It's been 2 years already. Oh gosh, do i really have to wait for 3 years, like in the show, before realising what i should have done in the first place? Or should i still hold on to the very little hope that i have, praying that things will work out well in the end. It's really an irritating feeling. Somehow i wished i could just make a decision to end it and move on. Just throw everything away, move to some remote place where no one knows you and spend the quiet christmas by yourself sipping hot chocolate by a warm fire place with a good book and a pet dog (or in my case a cat). Yet some part of me kept me back, tugging me to stay on and tempting me with hope.

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